i cant stop crying about the nasional service...
mom ask me to attend for it...
so i guess...
if i m in the 1st batch i will go...
if i m in the 2 nd or 3 rd...
i will refuse...
and mom ask me to cut my hair....
argh...NO WAY...
i m not going to cut short my hair juz for the 3 months...
and i m scared for those activities..
and the food there...OMG..
it seems like making me so scared of it...
example the fish is cooked...
but still having those fins on it?
the squid is cooked..
but still having those black liquid inside?
i m gonna fall sick if i take those food...
so to all my frens please get me some healthy food ya...
and may called me this afternoon...
here is the conver
may : so how r u today?
me: not good...non stop crying...
may: aiya don like tat la...
me: i cant la..ish...
may: i m not going to c my best fren for 3 months...
me: ya..gonna miss u so much...
may: i will teman u till u go up the bus..
me: oo ok...i will cry at tat time...
keep crying..
( tears start to drop )
may: calm down girl...
me: haiz...
i cant stop crying...haiz..
and mom told me tat i m the type tat cant suffer...
so i m gonna very very weak in the camp..aiks..
i argue with him..
and i m so sad...
cant stop thinking of him...
feel so sorry..
i m sorry...